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9.00pm 19/10/2012

im taking my bath,suddenly i feel it. that makes me want to cry.
no one i can talk to. talk to her? how can i talk to her when its about her?
blog?ofcoz.. i can 'talk' to blog.
thinking of searching for her blog?
then i search her blog..found it. i read all of it.
i know what happen. i never tought that she would write about me.
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saya pernah ckp, sy akn sedar sesuatu bila benda itu dh ketara.
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i don't know what's in ur mind but....... im telling u this..
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sy tak berani berckp ngn kmu
sy tak berani nk tegur kmu
sy tak berani nk tnya kmu..anythng.
sbb
sy takut.
sy takut sy tersalah ckp, kmu akn mrh
sy takut sy ganggu emosi kmu, mnatau time tu kmu emosi, kmu akn mrh
sy takut...semua..
sejak sy tgk sikap mrh kmu menonjol, sy jdi takut..
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kmu perasan kn? knp sy xda mk berckp, or joking mcm dulu?
klu dlu sy slalu tolak palak kmu, kmu tolak plak sy..
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hari ni, sy tgk kmu baring dpn laptop. seharian. sy ckp ngn kmu, kmu jwp sepatah, n angguk sj.
ini la sbb sy xckp ngn kmu juga. sbb klu kmu cm ni, mksdnya emosi kmu kurang bgs.
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mangkuk yg pecah tu, mangkuk nenek sy.
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