Gaduh....

December-Jan

Sy ambl kptusan utk tdak tgur dia. For 1 week. Wahhh...
And i go to sira's cousin house, rafael... Di situ sy merasa sgt tenang. Alice ada, jelly ada, papa ada, sira pun ada,

new year 2013

31 dec- that evening, i was decided to not going back to kch. bcoz its my grdpa's bfday. when i tell everyone that i want to go back to kch, i saw my mum's face.. her eyes is wet. but she try not to cry bcoz she dont want me to know. then i see my dad's face, he was like very dispnt but he dont want to show it. so he just say, 'ok, u can go.'

i want to tell my grndpa that i want to go back to kch n cant celebrate his bfday that night, but i feel guilty. i couldn't talk to him. so i just when away without telling him.

on my way to kch was heavy rain. so i drive slow. my tears fall as the rain fall down to ground.
WHY I'M DOING THIS? it's bcoz a promise. i cant broke a promise. i am a person who don't know how to break a promise. and bcoz of the 'promise', i left my family behind...

when i reach home at kch, i get sick. flu + fever.. then the plan is cancel.
dah la. malas mk cerita pjg. tiap kali mengenang psal ni gerenti menangis.
 dan azam baru sy ialah not more promises.